Linda Strawberry

have you ever been so fucking mad to the core that you just shake and don't trust your own judgement..
im making myself sit here and type this and calm down
im a fucking tornado...
im just counting backwards from 1000.
....

I have absolutely no idea why I don't rant and rave on here more often. I sometimes want to do it on my myspace but i don't want to bump down certain things that i want to be at the forefront. there should be folders.. but alas, im going to turn this into my word vomit depository.. doesn't that just sound lovely?

I have had a raincloud over my head today. My dog Flash that i got when i was 11 died yesterday. I will be fine and then suddenly lose it. Poor little furry baby was 15 years old so he was getting really sick so i'm happy he's not in pain but I'm sad that when I go home for Christmas I won't see him. :(

omg. so much has been happening in my world. I can't even articulate it. Things are going very well and I'm very happy about it. The universe is pulling things together again for me and my hard work is paying off slowly.....

Right now though I have roots.. and blonde roots on violet hair just looks odd.. I need to go get 'em done before me and audrey go to vegas..
I am also sitting crosslegged in sweats with no makeup. I've been too busy today to even look in the mirror. Such has been the case for most of this week. That depresses me. I was made to have reasons to dress up and wear dangerous shoes... I can't wait til i am through this patch of solid at home non glamorous work.
i have a wierd tiring life that i've worked hard to make. hahahha doesnt that sound fun?

i'm going home to salt lake for christmas. i can't wait to see my family. They are angels.
I have two shows and I'm gonna play 'la la la la lucifer baby *clap clap*' it will be so funny.

new years im going to new york where my beautiful friend is hosting the freaking times square mtv party.  im so proud as hell for her. so im NOT missing that party.

oh I had the front of myspace australia and new zealand for a few days this week. :) yay.

ok.. im going to drag my tired ass into the kitchen and throw a yam in the oven for justin.


xxxx